well things are not better at work, the manager i freaked out on just ignores me which is fine, im not happy about what i did but i can handle only so much crap, hopfully i can find a different job soon. for now i just want to enjoy summer and am lookin forward to my husband coming home again , we are taking a trip to Homer, and Kenia in southern Alaska , i miss the ocean , will be good to smell the salty air :)